My Creator

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There was the time When I had no eyes but could navigate the world better When I had no ear but could listen to the conversations better When I had no heart but feel the emotions better

There was the time When there was no light because I didn’t have eyes When there was no sound because I didn’t have ear Who said that the creator created light and sound before eyes and ear?

But there was the time Because I had the mind In the mind, I had all my accumulated karma packed in the seed form And I was navigating the world

There was no god because I had no devotion I was navigating the cosmos to manifest myself To create myself again at my will

But can I create myself at my will? Especially when I had a time and a mind with packed Samchit Sanskara. Neither time was in my control nor my seed This seed is my mind which I create myself

Then one young girl and boy came together They created a body Out of their will or at the will of their parent’s Out of fun or out of social competition I am not aware, I don’t know, I will never know the truth

I was interested in my truth and manifestation So, I chose that body After some time I was delivered to the world In a fresh new body This I “did” to manifest myself That was my first karma of this life.

Now I had eyes which I could open and blink Now I had ears which I could use to listen But only to those who are near to my physical body

Those who created a body for me I called them my parents But more then I could know that they are my parents They knew I am their son!

Slowly, my parents and people around them educated me And I started feeling that they are my own Only they are mine! I belong only to them! Whatever is there is mine! Whatever is mine is of only theirs!

This way I started creating myself One who was formless has a form now One who had all karma in the seed form Started exhausting karma, seed started become a tree And simultaneously started new karma, Without knowing that these karma are creating the seed for my next manifestation So tree created other seeds

So who is my creator? The physical body is created by my biological parents The mental body I already had with this, I chose my physical body And consequently my parents. After coming to this planet I created myself every day By eating the food which comes to my plate By assimilating the ideas which are thrown upon me from all around the world

So with the help of relations Which I called parents, guru, friends, brothers & sisters I created myself Was there any choice in this creation?

That question comes only when you do not like the circumstances you are in. You don’t ask this question when all is joyful around you.

There are very few who keep asking this question Even in the moment of joy that Is there is any choice for me? Is there any free will? Who is in me, who is happy? Who is in me, who is sad? Who is in me, who wants to grow & become big? Who is in me, who wants to flow in the space without wings? Who is in me, who doesn’t want to die? Who created me?

The beauty of these questions is Everybody will get his own answer So never ask these questions outside Keep searching, without getting settled to anyone answer Life is not an exam that you pass or fail, If you are not able to answer these question Or you will get A+ grade for the best answer

So, I bless & pray for all that you keep asking these questions And you never get the answer which will settle in your whole life.

You cannot ask these questions to others to settle yourself If you get an answer from another that is bookish for you Your answer is that which you get from your own travel Travel ends only at a cremation ground

What will you do even if you get the answer to these questions? What will you do even if you get settled with answers? So my prayer is you never settled for these questions Who is my creator? What did you say God in heaven? Then you are tricked by someone!

Hari Om Tat Sat Your Truly Hari